I recently became Widowed after many years being fulltime carer, leaving me to start living life or what is left of it and lucky for me making new friends as none were left from before, now what do I do with having so much time to myself a thing I have never known before. Now […]

I was recently widowed after many years of being a full-time carer and the last 19 very intense having to cater to all needs of my spouse, so when she passed away my feeling are so mixed part of me happy her pain was over but feeling of guilt to think of being happy at […]

the way i feel alone and lonely in caring I wonder if its being a carer the reason that i am still living, because I know without being so needed and feeling this loneliness i would have long ago given in and gone the coldness of being lone, is this felt by others whom are […]

I am far from a writer, yesterday I started receiving bad messages on FB. and had no idea why, Then a message saying I was blocked from some parts of FB. with no explanation then someone contacted me to tell me porn had been posted on all the places I go on FB. I had […]

Can be feeling OK one minute and in no time at all total depression why? I have no answer and its been going on so long. Think the worst of it is the feeling I only depress others the way I feel avoided so often its a cold place feeling alone. well this is just […]

the first 2 Years I was here, there was a lot of warmth and compassion shown to others here and a lot of that seems to have gone amiss since I returned after a breakaway from the site, This might just be me but even the few still here that was when I was before, […]

I read here and often have tears streaming down my face for what reason I know not, I do wish I could write with the feelings I feel and not read back and think U R one very sad Bastard Steve. To be my age and look back and have so little to think of […]

I did not know I was a member again Until the morning after, Had no intent of coming back realized I do not make the grade a long time ago, Loneliness is a thing best shared with one’s self U do not understand it, but U do not need to try and explain it either, […]