Grieving During the Holidays

Grieving During the Holidays

(from the Grief Support Center at

Grieving during the holidays is difficult, especially the first holiday cycle after the passing of a loved one.

Whatever your age, whatever the cause of death, holidays lived in the absence of a loved one can be a very difficult time. Customary routines are ended, never to be repeated in quite the same way. Easy-going laughter, once flowing so naturally, may become awkward or even altogether missing. Gift-giving, once so filled with fun, may seem somehow empty and sad. Familiar songs, once so comforting, may catch in your throat or bring tears to your eyes.

All this happens against a backdrop of significant questions you may find yourself asking: What exactly is happening to me? Can I possibly survive this, and do I even want to? How long will this turmoil last? Is what I am feeling normal? Am I losing touch with my sanity?

The holiday period itself adds its own share of questions: How can I make it through all the events of the holidays while missing so desperately the one I love? Would I be better off to ignore the holidays this year? Should I act as if everything were normal? Should I make major changes in my holiday rituals?

If you're like most people in grief, you will have many questions. It's important for you to know at the outset there are few universal "right" and "wrong" answers. There may be various answers, depending upon the unique factors of your situation: who you are as a person, what your family is like, who it was who died, when and how they died, what your relationship with the departed was, and the role that person played in your holiday rituals, to name only a few. It's also important to remember that not all your questions will have ready answers. Sometimes you must learn by doing, and then learn even better by trying it another way.

Keeping in mind there has never been a loss precisely like yours, there are still some general guidelines bereaved people have found helpful through the years. I will propose twelve of them. I hope you will treat them as suggestions rather than as prescriptions. Use them as ideas you can expand upon. Shape them to fit your distinct circumstances and to serve your personal needs. Above all else, remember that others, many others, have faced something similar to what you're facing right now. They have learned what it is like to endure and to survive and often even to grow through their experience. What they have learned is what you can learn, too. The ways they have persevered are ways you can adopt as well.

Most of all, I hope you'll choose to believe this: your holidays can still be a significant time for you. They will be different, but they can still be meaningful. They may hurt, but they can also hold hope -- even great hope.

(I have not reprinted the entire article here due to its length; the remainder can be found at

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  1. KayBee

    Excellent Laurie! I think my most difficult Christmas ever was the first one after I lost my Mother.
    I really appreciate how the article emphasizes that each person’s circumstances and grief journey is unique, but it also shares about the difficulties (in general) that most grieving people can expect.
    Thanks for sharing this!

  2. lani36

    Dear Laurie , you have such a cpacity to think of others, such a special gift, this time of the year we think of all our loved one’s that have gone before us , after loosing all of my family since childhood , the hoping and the longing to see them just one more time never lessens, however time does lessen the grief and we move forward but never forget …xxxxx thank you …..