Dalai lama once made a statement, ''if you cant help others, at least don't hurt them''. I did something a couple of days ago--writing a blog--which opened up a huge can of worms, and hurt the exact person I was trying to assist. it was a blog that was a selfish exercise of my own feelings in grief clarification. the blog obviously triggered a huge outlaying of feelings regarding many issues of chat site management, particularly the most recent issue related to the initial thread content. the comments in connection to the blog were overt, raw, and honest--communication is usually a good thing. however in this case, the blog triggered something horrible to happen
I like writing, it helps me work through my feelings. however, I am going to say with total certainty that this is my last participation in any blog content. I also want to say that for the time being, I need to find other things to occupy my time than participate in the chat room services here. my presence in this setting has become disturbing to me on a great scale. despite my obvious upset regarding some of the issues reviewed, ive met many fine people. ive appreciated and learned a great deal. for people seeking a nice place to chat, this can certainly be it some of the time. thank you for the opportunity for allowing me to participate here for the past 18 months. please do not delete my account, as I am a lifetime member, and possibly after some time has passed my perspective will change.