I've always tried to be kind. I've not always been successful. I taught my children to be kind. They've not always been successful. Put yourself if another's shoes I'd say. Don't judge. You never know what someone is going through, has been through. Give the benefit of the doubt.
Starting out with this divorce we were amicable. We've been amicable until the last few weeks. What should have taken three months is now at seven months and will be final at nine months. I have developed a strong dislike for attorney's. I am fantasizing about getting his attorney in a dark alley. He has created so many issues that are non issues. I guess this is what lawyers do. Line their pockets with our pain. I have never wanted to be unkind to someone like I do to this bottom dweller. I can find not one redeemable trait in the man. I will meet him Tuesday when he takes my deposition that I have been fighting. It's about financial disclosure which I submitted 6 months ago. I have no idea how I'm going to get through this and not kick him where the sun don't shine. My attorney has done one deposition in a divorce case in his entire career.
I am so angry, frustrated, ticked off....how do I remain kind? Well, it's at 9:00 in the morning...just so happens that's the best time I have my game on. I will walk in and be the better person. I've had such an attitude this week I was concerned I wouldn't be able to do it as I'm a terrible actress.