Hard to make friends 

I’m not very good at this but here goes. I’m a guy that is pretty lonely and to make friends is difficult due to rejection or being ignored.. I have found out over the years that when a person is rejected or ignored it is even more difficult to make friends.  Maybe I’m looking for more than I should.. but anyway over the years I have lost many friends due to either death or just they moved away.  I find myself just going away because I find it difficult to find something in common or to just join in on a conversation.  I don’t think I’m a bad guy just a lonely guy..