Most of us like to think we have reached the age of a reasonable amount of wisdom and good sense at this time of life. So, the most horrible feeling I have felt in a very long time was Feeling very, very foolish. It does not matter if I needed to feel foolish or if you would not have felt foolish. I did feel feel foolish and it was a horrible feeling. What caused this? Something that we all did in our younger days, probably at least once.
I went out to dinner and sort of got blindsided by being served a really huge margarita. It was served and I am wired to eat or drink what is served. Depression parents raised me that way. I did nothing unusual except maybe talk a little more than my share, and wake up the next day feeling not too good, and with a horrible feeling that I had brought this on myself. I also had things to get done and just felt more foolish.
This feeling of foolishness lasted for hours but I fought it. I did some positive memes reading and was determined to rescue my day. I was feeling bad and looking bad so I made a beauty shop appointment. By that time I was looking and feeling better. I went about my day of errands and then back home. I was very happy to eat and drink only what I thought was good for me. I plan to do this from now on.
I recovered and I am resolved to stay reasonably sober for the rest of my life. THOUH, I wonder what other foolish thing I could do that would bring another episode of the horrors of feeling foolish upon me again.I hope there are none but they may crop up and catch me unawares. Just in case this happens, maybe you good people could help me by warning me of foolish things that you have done and been caught unawares.
Let's all escape the horrors of feeling really foolish and warn each other.