Why??…
I wish you could see my sadness…the tears flooding up my eyes
The bitter taste left in my mouth…by those few words you’ve written that day.
I know you are familiar with the feeling…I know you have traveled same path.
I know you don’t mean to hurt me…but hurting…all the same I am.
“I’m not ready to make a commitment…at this moment it’s not the right time”
What kind of commitment was expected?…I just only wanted your love..
What have I done to deserve this?…Why ignore every time that I phone?
My only mistake was to love you…and to have given you my heart and my soul.
It would be much kinder to tell me…if of me…you’ve wanted no more.
than to keep me waiting and wishing to hear the phone ring and the sund of your voice.
There’s something much harder than unkind words…that’s to ignore that I exist at all.
My heart once full of joy and happiness…now full of sadness…it’s crying once more.
I know you want to be loved…I know that you love me so…why then deny us this chance
to share our love…our story…our future…our dreams… and our hopes.
Why turn your back to the light… and into the darkness choose to walk alone.
I wish you could see my sadness…and how it’s changing the woman I once was
I know you don’t mean to hurt me…but hurting…all the same I am.
Powerful words, Nmod. Hope it works out for you.
thank you
very sad i also hope it comes right for you
Thank you Peggy…
A woman of strength has faith that it is in this journey she will become strong….
how beautifully said!…thank you tozzse…I will remember that…
The ability of using words to paint emotions is indeed a gift. I identify with you with your circumstances.
Thank you leafofgold…your comments are deeply appreciated…
Nmod- I know how you feel, I’ve been there, and I think a lot of people have been there as well. But it will get better,-honest and trust me, it will. It’s just his mistake not to realise w hat a warm and caring person you are-
and his loss.
Just try and remember you are a strong woman, you can manage on your own, you’re worthy of so much more.Have faith and trust in number one,…be kind to yourself.
If you want to talk, please get in touch…believe me, I lmow what you’re going through!
Much love and support, Maisiexxx
Thank you Maisie your words are so much appreciated…I thought long and hard before posting this poem…but I feel so sad today…I kind of felt i needed to cry out loud…I hope I don’t regret it…xx
Yes it is his loss Nmod and do remember you will and can manage on your own. If you would like to talk I am here to listen my friend. Hugs Marie
Thank you Marie…for your support and for being such a good friend
Hi nmod, As maize said, many of us have walked this path. I did and found God had someone much better for me. We had 20 beautiful years together and he has passed away.
You have courage and strength. Believe in yourself. Sadness will come and go. As others have said, it his loss…
please feel free to e mail or message me. We all have empathy and can relate.
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Thank you…I’m a bit embarrased really…so many friends …so many hands ready to help me out of this engulfing abyss…thank you…
I hope it all works out for you nmod ((Hugs))…..Ann
(((((((((nmod))))))) my heart goes out to you. Sending lot of love to you today xxxx
Thank you skippy …so much needed and much appreciated.xx
Thank you Ann …nice to have you among us…
nmod time …..it takes time to forget the one thats passed …some find it hard to let that go…..wonderful poem ,i love the way you write right from the heat..sorry you are hurting more today hugs ….mac
thank you kathy…I know you are always there for me…xx
Have no understanding of the space you are in, but i felt your hurt, nmod, and wanted to wish you well. Grief is universal, and personal grief touches us all. Muchlove
Thank you Nellybly…your comments and good wishes are very much appreciated.
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Nmod I am feeling as you are at the moment and truthfully I am so tired of being “strong” and each day it becomes harder. I am not in a good place at the moment, and there seems to be no light at the end of the tunnel. As others have said, if you need someone to talk to I am here for you also. Take care xoxox
fy2…Iknow what sadness is believe me…there are a lot of us on the same boat…and that kind of helps..knowing that we are not alone…i am a very emotional person …writing about my feelings helps me to unload and deal better with my emotions…some of my stuff I post…some others I keep…when I posted this poem I did it at a moment of extreme sadness….and it was a cry out loud…I could not keep it inside me any more…I did not expect to get such a great response…all these messages of support and friendship had helped to see things clearer…And yes there’s a light at the end of the tunnel…it may be small and seem far away…but I can see it…and you will too…
I know its hard to be strong when everything seems to be against us…but never give up…Remember…in life …nothing its permanent…no happiness or sadness will last for ever…THINGS WILL GET BETTER …for you and for me…xxx