I am Not particularly a Christian

I have been pleasantly surprised at the response to what I wrote. At times I have felt very silly and self indulgent when I have been depressed or angry about things. I have a great life, great kids, great grandkids, sisters, brothers and a wonderful father. I am usually very cheerful and always try to make the best of any situation. I love words and can turn a phrase to make people laugh or make them comfortable. I like to do that.

I may have been less than fair to the Christian community in my last “musing” just because I am angry with my husband’s midlife crisis behavior…. not that I want to minimize my feelings about that… but even he acknowledges that the life he is living is not what God would approve of…. so a new question arises… if he is wanting to come home because he wants to please God, how does that relate to what he wants out of our relationship… especially since I am not particularly a Christian.? I am laughing now…. because I think this means God is on my side either way.

I have also done some research into Mid life crisis as a precipitator of senior behavior and it seems that he is not alone in rushing off into rash decisions and then not finding the getting of what he thought he wanted as good as the wanting was. I am wondering if I am making much sense, but since it makes sense to me, it is ok. 🙂

Thank you to people who wrote on the previous blog effort…. it made me feel welcome and that it was ok to just be me.